I’ve shifted to http://joyceoo.blogspot.com teehee!
I know, I know, damn hypocritical because I always call blogspot gross. Oh well nothing you can do about it except call me names wth. Bye!
I’d like to know.
Last paper tomorrow!!!
Okay not really, but a week break is good enough! No more freakyness, I promise!
No more studying in Genting and while gambling for a while! TEEHEE.
This paper is going to be so killer killer killerish.
All we need is some ice cream and a hug.
There are cups and cups of coffee that Panty made to make sure I keep awake tonight, and then there are developed pictures of us right behind me, messages saying I’d get all the sayangs in the world tomorrow after my exam, a card he made a long time ago that I dug out, just because I was feeling lost, and Lexy sleeping on my lap.
And I’m sitting here, in between notes, thinking about how there can be so much love around me and yet so much hatred within me.
I’m sitting here, halfway through reading Porter’s value chain, thinking about why people like making me feel like I have to leave. About when friendships become like all the bad parts of relationships where it requires so much time, commitment, explanations and bad feelings. You stay despite all the problems because you love someone, but most of the time the love you feel is not enough. As much as you love, it’s not enough to cover the problems. And so you feel the need to leave. Leave leave leave.
Life becomes hard when you start to nitpick. So do less of it, let go of things that shouldn’t bother you in the first place, and let go of things that you know you can let go. Stop making it so hard. Which, come to think about it, is something I should do less of as well.
I don’t like disputes, I don’t like having to explain myself, I don’t like needing to prove I’m right. Unless you mean the world to me, do you really think I’d bother when all the good times and laugh times are being drowned under all these feelings of betrayal and disgust? Many many many laughs and spins and piggyback rides and years and years, but all those has sunk in so low, that this feels like it’s no longer worth it.
And does anybody know how hard it is to come home to a house that’s having some sort of cold war? It’s mentally and emotionally draining, what more when it’s over something so incredibly stupid. Please ma and pa, I am not used to you two being so freaking childish, so please stop it.
It is 4.30am, exams in 4 hours, I really should be studying, but my head’s only filled with melodramatic things, and coloured stars. Coloured stars are supposed to make things better, so I forced them in.
But it’s not really working.
Thanks baby for trying to carry the world for me.
My Konstantine.
It’s 5am and finals is in less than a week *diesdiesdies.
Because of overnight mahjong on Saturday night, followed by bringing Lexy to Central Park for Dog Olympics (which is crazy tiring, almost like taking walks in parks), I slept for 11 hours last night -_-.
What a freaking waste of time!
I haven’t covered 10% of the syllabus yet teehee, am I walloped or am I walloped!
Pictures of Lexy the fatty!
Kenapa pegang anjing!!! Teehee.
Lexy and Hippo!
At central park!
This is what she does half the time when we ask her to walk -_-. And we wonder why she is fat.
We saw a few other Maltese, and one was about the same length, but super different in width.
This is what she kept wanting us to do hmph.
Every time I bend down to check on her, she will climb onto me because Fatty doesn’t feel like walking. And when I carry her instead of looking tired and groggy like she pretended she was, she will look all around excitedly as if I am some tour bus ok.
Dai sei so short and fat. (no more like owner like dog jokes okay you think funny or what pui.)
We were seriously going “Lexy comeee… walk laaaaa please walk laaaa”.
Finally!
Okay tired already bye.
And oh, happy birthday Slutty!!!
“Don’t angry la, if you not slutty, where got people dare to put on the cake right or not?”
Happy 22nd baby!
I am such a wisher. HAHA.
None of us are strangers anymore.
Panty and I brought Lexy darling out today!!!
First time at a mall, and she behaved surprisingly well. She stayed in my bag on the chair obediently during lunch (at a halal place omg I feel so criminalish haha).
I was walking around saying hello to people who wants to touch her, and smiling at other dog owners -_-. And to think a few months ago I was anti-animal!
Lexy with funny hair.
I’ve been having too much Koko Krunch, for breakfast lunch dinner and supper.
I keep having half my meals at home, because everything seems so pale in comparison to KK, so then I just have bowls of KK after. Which is weird.
This afternoon I asked Didi to come in for KK instead of our initial plans to go to Chili’s. I was actually half serious but nobody wanted to layan me le sigh so sad. KK pwns Chili’s any day ok! But the molten chocolate cake is still the best.
Ahhh there goes my whole study day. B’s been very fierce at our study group nights huhuhu.
How many pages you study already! Have you even finished one chapter! Can you stop walking around and sit down and study! You don’t go online so long ah you come here and read!
Better study hard or Aunty Chong will come wallop you!
No, no, joking. I owe any sense of self-control to him, and half the credit of passing my papers (if I do WTH I HOPE I DO). Loveloves!
Who else will come sit with me every night to make sure I study at least a little bit!
I need to freaking not rely on people to make me study.
142978.
I am as of now, blogging in the comforts of my own home : ) : ) : ).
Take that Siesiefart!
I’ve been so tired so tired, and I miss my loves! My LuDa and my BB!!!
I did the horriblest vegetablest thing ever today the moment I got up, which got me feeling very lost the entire morning! Guilt trip to the maximums lead to last minute rushes rushes. And seeing as me driving + me rushing usually = disaster, it really didn’t turn out so bad, I guess.
Except I also realised today the freaking amount of economics work I need to know, and that I DON’T know at all. This is why I never put importance in going for classes! I go for most of my classes and still I seem to not know anything one, so what for, make me feel stupid and sad only. : (
Going to start studying tomorrow! Less than 2 weeks to exams, means less than a month to holiday!!!!!
My two major holiday plans:
1. Climb Mount Kinabalu.
What.
Wassup.
Dannyboy ‘challenged’ me, but psht, what’s the big deal man. Sap sap sui laaaa.
Ok ok if this seems quite impossible, wait till you hear my next!
2. DRIVE to Vietfreakingnam hahaha.
Slutty keeps saying it’s possible. If it is I want to go I want to go isn’t it the coolest to drive through A FEW countries! Petrol will kill us halfway hahahaha.
Don’t mind me, exams only makes people think of holidays one, don’t you think? Plus this will be my last holiday in a loooong while. Seeing as internship at the end of the year will kill my December holiday (OH NOOO) and my March holiday. -_- Why like this one.
If anyone loves their holidays, it’s me okay : (. So I get really emotional thinking about no holidays hehehehehehe. What. It’s the one thing I’m passionate about, it’s my one true loveeee.
And and and I see so many people having damn chat long holidays, so it makes me feel even worse so if you all got holidays you all pretend don’t have! Then only I will be your friend *winks.
Okay I am retarded at 3am. Or actually apparently all the time -_-.
Speaking of which, I was at The Cave the other day, which I have pictures of but I am bit lazy to upload them, haha and first of all it is the coolest place! In ss2 wth (just in case I find something better). It’s called the couple cafe and restaurant, haha but you don’t really have to just go as a couple. I went my first time with Daddy and che.
“Daddyyyy I’m supposed to come with VoonYing here first you knowwwww why you bring meeeee then how nowwwww.”
“Aiyah just come again lah. If you want to, you can pretend you haven’t been here I won’t tell.”
-_-
And then I went with B! They offered me a scarf cause I was seemed cold, the service there is really good! But the food there is ok ok laaa. The appetizers are good though wth have I turned into one of those food bloggers hehehehe *blush. Omg okay back to my story. Last weekend I was there with Dandan and Kenbie (ya they allow threesomes one JUST KIDDING LOVE YOU B), and I wanted to go to the toilet, so I walked past this waiter, trying to look for the toilet, and he asked me “miss are you looking for the washroom?”
“No I’m looking for the washroom.”
“The washroom?”
“No.”
Silent moment.
“OMG YES I AM LOOKING FOR THE TOILET!”
Why ah. Why my brain like this one ah. I could hear what he was saying clearly… He was talking in a normal (non-whispery) tone… so I was damn shy cause it was right in between these two tables… I’m quite sure they heard…
I was so sad you know.
Of course I told the boys and hoped they will sympathize but instead every time that waiter walked pass they will go “EH YOU LOOKING FOR THE WASHROOM AH?” which is damn annoying.
Oh oh anyway back to happier things. I got Lexy a leash today! And I let her outside for the first time! Yayyy for being fully vaccinated!
This is going very well with my plan to um, make her more fit. My baby is overweight, at 4 months lemme just die la. When Daddy found out he kept going “like owner like dog eh hahahaha” wah damn irritating this Jimmy Oo.
She’s not even that big! But her tummy is huuuuge, so she’s too heavy for her size, which might lead to knee dislocation and other scary things, so I HAVE to put her on a diet and have her exercise more le sigh so young with weight problems hahahaha.
Updates of Lexy tricks: sit, paw, down, rollover.
Actually I haven’t thought her anything new in about two weeks. What to teach what to teach. Stay is a failure because Glutton never stays still when she sees food wth.
Food for thought hahaha.
I’m a proud mommy! HEE.
Oh btw, Sie are you feeling better from the fall? : D (I am just concerned hahahahahahaha)
I want to see L.A.
So, can someone please enlighten me as to why the hell MY INTERNET IS NEVER WORKING!!! For long anyway.
Hmph.
Been rushing assignments rushing assignments. I swear I do nothing else.
It goes like class, eat, class, eat, assignment, eat, assignment, eat, sleep. So now I’m fat and stressed. Dunno how also la if life goes on like this wth.
Ha. Ha. Ha.
Tomorrow I’m handing up my second last assignment for the semester, and I am extremely happy. But of course tonight I am extremely annoyed because WHY THE HELL IS SHE LIKE THIS I HAVE NEVER FELT MORE LIKE SLAPPING ANYBODY. Except maybe sweety hahaha I am so bitter.
Quite gloomy tonight because I don’t know why but this week I’ve been extra clumsy. So right now I have a bruise on my knee from falling UP the stairs, a sore toe on my left foot from dropping the remote control holder (which is damn heavy), and a scratch in my inner lip wth. So my body is not feeling too well huhuhu. I also poked the top of my gum somehow while drinking teh o ais limau, but thankfully not pain already -_-.
Anyway just blogging to let people know I’m still alive *smug and apparently very whiny wth. SO WHO DON’T LOVE ME ANYMORE BECAUSE I AM LIKE THIS?
Amazed.
Woke up lateish today for the first time in a looooong time. Because I am a good student la what.
The first thing I did today was make a list of things I was going to do today. I kept it short and sweet because that’s the recipe to success right or not. Aim low wtf. I used to have a book in form 3 or something titled “aim low” and everyday I’d just write the homework I MUST do (if not kena punished that type), because at least I’d be able to finish things I write. Good habit right!
Actually B found it a while back, and I cannot believe a lot of the things I wrote in there -____-. Le sigh.
So this is my list:
* Do statistics tutorial OR read one chapter of statistics.
* Clean room bookshelf area only.
* Run around the house to find missing clothingssss.
Okay what. Not bad what.
At 3 am here is my updated list!!!
* Do statistics tutorial OR read one chapter of statistics.
* Clean room bookshelf area only.
* Run around the house to find missing clothingssss.
Ya nothing updated wtf why like this.
Instead of spending my afternoon productively, I became a… chef for Esther and friends. Ya allah why do I let her do these kind of things to me. They decided to have a Twister picnic in the middle of the living room (Twister because they used the Twister mat as their picnic mat wth), and Kakak took their orders, while I cooked.
Yah, okay, very sad.
Was initially supposed to have dinner at Tony’s, when guess what!
Are you ready!!!
Ma and Dy decided to go for a wedding dinner.
Esther is invited.
And alsoooo, Kakak is invited.
And here is the best part!!!
I AM NOT.
WTF IS THIS IF THIS IS NOT MCS I DON’T KNOW WHAT IS. HOW CAN EVERYBODY BE INVITED SPECIFICALLY EXCEPT FOR ME. IN MY FACE SOMEMORE.
“Eh Joyce can you have dinner tomorrow instead? Because Uncle WTV said to bring Kakak along so you stay at home and jaga the house la ya? Can cook maggi mee or something ma!”
Hehehe ya lor so lucky me got maggi mee to eat!
Pui.
But then everybody decided to come over and we had our own Twister picnic in the living room wth. Which of course, Esther came home only to exclaim loudly when she saw us, “OMG er che I thought you say very stupid one sit on the floor, WHY YOU DO?”
Why must she always say me in front of people ah I want to smack her one really really really. ALWAYS.
Anyway I decided to upload pictures the old school way instead of in a gallery, which is DAMN TIRING. Actually I am just about to start uploading, but I can feel the mafanness coming on already! So psychic of me!
Lexy is growing super fast, or at least growing FAT super fast :/.
Lexy look at mommy!
Why. Cannot. Sit. Still.
She can sit, down, and paw now! And is still incredibly hyper when it comes to food sigh. I was making her do tricks while going
“Lexy why are you such a greedy monster? Huh why are you such a glutton Lexy why!”
And all of a sudden from behind me I heard a high pitched
“I’m just taking after you mummy!”
Some people never kena smack before one -_-.
Followed Panty to his mom’s hometown the other weekend. Crazy hot and I’ve been warned it would be quite ulu, and I guess I QUITE expected it to look like this:
Hi Terlong *jaw drops.
Smacked right in the middle of the sea half an hour away from any form of real land. O.O
So it was showering with rain water, peeing into the sea, walking around, having no reception, and curry meehoon morning, day, and night. No kidding about the curry.
Had the opportunity to follow a fisherman out to catch siham. Damn exciting. No seriously, I’ve never witnessed anything half as real!
This is one of the sampans we stood on to fish :/.
Me fishing! I think I am a natural because I AM THE ONLY ONE WHO CAUGHT A FISH THAT DAY.
Which is a big deal, because Panty who supposedly knows more about the skills of fishing and all the jazz did not even after hoursss. Ha. Ha. Ha.
Loser.
Instead, he caught a jelly fish. Or more like scooped a jelly fish out of the sea.
Me and my fish!!!
I decided to let it go because I am noble like that. And uh, also because the fisherman told me it’s not very nice to eat humm.
One last look before letting it go *sentimental.
Still releasing my fish heehee.
Hotness of the weather illustrated through Aunty Chong’s facial expression.
Me eating super fresh crabs in my red scarf.
No la bluff you only it’s a towel. I say this because Tan Ken Wei believed that it is really scarf when he saw the picture… Why are my friends like this?
Me, Siesie, and Slutty’s forehead.
HAHAHAHA REMPIT.
Barbequeeee. Baby why your face must be like that!!!
Apparently I am very good at looking like a ghost.
So because we brought a hammer down to hammer the coal (due to some people’s lack of ability to start fire efficiently heehee), I put my hair down in front of my face and held the hammer high upright as we walked back to the condo. At 12am.
Doesn’t it sound creepy doesn’t it doesn’t it!
We had a great view which I never noticed after being many times, so I HAD to take a picture right?
I sat on the pool bench. I propped my knees up to use it as an alternative to a tripod, and I had my hands super still, while setting the mode to “night scenery”.
This is the result (best out of 5 pui):
I WANT TO SMACK THE CAMERA LA.
Anyway the floating redish thing at the top is Genting lah *rude tone cause quite upset wth.
Speaking of which, these are from Genting.
Who is that mysterious man next to me wth.
Was it you B??? -___- why am I so lame ah where do I get that from.
Yo wassup wth.
Why hello there hahaha.
IS THAT MY EYE *GASP.
Why look like kena forced to take picture one.
Waiting to scare people. :/
Success? B you so scary!!! Hahaha I am so encouraging.
Okay endendend pictures are so tiring and this is one of the longest post I’ve ever written in my… six years of blogging. I think I took more than half an hour no thanks to wordpress’s super mafan uploading options!
<3
I kissed a girl.
Waiting for my hair to dry lalala so I can sleep.
The internet is finally back! Mysteriously wtf. No really why does it always happen! Sometimes can sometimes cannot sometimes the modem no light at all and then suddenly got again!
And I really have a hugeee pile of things to do. By the end of the month, remember? I haven’t gotten most of it done oh nooo.
And so right now on this quiet quiet night I could do something more productive. But all I really want to do is sleep. It’s half past 3 in the morning and I’m sunburnt and I’m still sorethroating and I’m just lack of sleep.
And lack of my LuDa. Sneaking out in the middle of the night and singing off pitched and Ribena and many many laughs and driving to school teary eyed with half an hour of sleep, and I’d do it all over again! And again and again and again why la you all leaveeee. So hard to adapt to no Dada to bring me to breakfast and no Lulu to laugh with me about um, things we shouldn’t laugh at teehee.
Okay hair’s quite dry bye!
